Somewhere between....

So, somewhere between Peachy Keen and Main Dish Monday - Fried Chicken, a PET scan took place, a doctor's appointment took place, and bad news was received.  And, well, that has left us somewhere between.

Somewhere between -

"What do we do now?" 

and

An oncologist's "perfect plan".

Somewhere between -

The five year guarantee 

and 

Only two years in to that warranty.

Somewhere between -

"Oh, shit."

and

"God, help."

Somewhere between -

"Don't tell the kids."

and

We need their prayers.

Somewhere between -

I am so angry, this isn't fair!

and 

"If today was your last day." 

Somewhere between -

You're doing it wrong; where's your grace and dignity?

and 

Does anybody understand the fear?

Somewhere between -

Can't do this again.

and

What's the first step?

Held

Tuesday morning we will go for the super-duper Tesla3 MRI.  Wednesday morning we pick up our granddaughters and will spend the next five weeks with house guests.   I just don't know.  

Psalm of the Brokenhearted -